Hey,
Komal.

Hey Komal, it's been a while. I know you asked me to leave you alone and I'm sorry for disturbing but I just felt like reaching out today and check in and see how you've been doing. I really hope things have been a little easier for you lately.

I'm just pouring everything out here, I hope it makes sense. You’ve been on my mind a lot these past weeks. Honestly, no matter what I was doing, my mind somehow kept circling back to you.

But I didn't want to reach out and add to what you were already carrying. I knew you needed space. So I stepped back, even when it was really hard. But you mattered more than my need to hear from you, even when everything in me wanted to reach out.

I know whatever happened and how hard it must have been for you. I know it shakes everything, your instincts, your ability to trust, your belief in people.

And I get it if you're scared. I get it if you are confused, uncertain or still have a lot to figure out yet. I get it if a part of you wants to keep everyone at a distance right now. You don't have to explain that to anyone, least of all me.

But Komal, please don't lose faith. I know it's hard right now, and I understand why. But don't let anyone's wrongs become the reason you stop believing in something real.

And yes, I know trust isn't something that comes easily right now, and I don't expect you to force anything.

All I can say is my intentions for you were always pure yaar. I cared about you, your happiness, your little things, your peace of mind in the most genuine way I knew how and was always excited about you.

Putting in effort for you and showing up for you everytime has been my favorite thing, and it always will be.
And the thought of hurting you in any way has never crossed my mind, not even in my worst thoughts and it never will.

And honestly, I just want to be someone you can feel steady, safe, and at peace around.

Okay I know, thoda zyada ho gaya 😭. It’s starting to sound like a pitch now, so I should probably stop. 🙂

But anyway, I just wanted to reach out to you today and let you know that I'm still here, still care about you, a lot, probably more than anything else in my life right now. And I really really hope you're doing mentally better than before.